Unfit

So... went on a 1 km "run" which consisted of a jog to sprint to a die and walk around the block... Got back to my house was like hey! It's still bright! So I decide to take a sprint down the street (about half a km)... and back.. BAD IDEA.

So godamn unfit! it's such a shame I've let myself become so useless! Don't think I can even play ball anymore :(
It's ok! Goal of the holidays:


My idol :x

Exams

Study hard. I know this is premature but so far I'm feeling a lot like:



So hope that translates into smashing :x

WOOO!

Hypomathematically..

Hypomathematically.. It takes one to really know one. Most of the time i.e. 150% of the time.. you take on the characteristics of the people around you especially the ones you're close with. But by removing disambiguation.. we can see that the president of the slutsville/skanksville population (yes you know who you.. ALL are.) is in fact...

"T _ E S _ R _ W _ E_ _Y K _ _ G"
(aka King Slut to you)

BUT in saying so, you still control who you are :x.. shame you can't have that same control when you add in alcohol :x

<3

On a side note.. why not make it easier for the world with a simple stamp of approval :x

(:

on another note..so much work to do T__T

好心分手

(女):是否很惊讶讲不出说话
没错我是说你想分手吗
曾给你驯服到就像绵羊
何解会反咬你一下你知吗
(男):也许该反省不应再说话
被放弃的我应有此报吗
如果我曾是个坏牧羊人能否再让我
试一下抱一下
(女):回头望伴你走从来未曾幸福过
(男):恨太多没结果往事重提是折磨
(女):下半生陪住你怀疑快乐也不多
(男):被我伤让你痛
(女):好心一早放开我
从头努力也坎坷统统不要好过
(男):为何唱着这首歌
为怨恨而分手问你是否原谅我
(女):若注定有一点苦楚
不如自己亲手割破
(男):回头吧不要走
不要这样离开我
恨太多没结果往事重提是折磨
(女):下半生陪住你怀疑快乐也不多
没有心别再拖
好心一早放开我
从头努力也坎坷
统统不要好过
(男):为何唱着这首歌
为怨恨而分手问你是否原谅我
(女):若勉强也分到不多不如什么也摔破
(男):好心分手每天播
(女):可知歌者也奈何
(女):难行就无谓再拖
好心一早放开我从头努力也坎坷
统统不要好过
(男):为何唱着这首歌
为怨恨而分手问你是否原谅我
(女):若注定有一点苦楚
不如自己亲手割破
...
Sigh. If only...

Hindsight

Hindsight is a wonderful thing.
Sure hindsight is awesome to think about ... I could have had a turbo MR2 or gotten one for far cheaper! But it's not like I knew what the future holds.

The what, who, how, why, where of the past can never be changed but its nice to know that in your mind if it DID what would the outcome be today?
It's nice but its also pretty redundant, You can't change the past.. EVER. The only thing you can change is of NOW and the FUTURE. So live life with no regrets, You only do it once after all (:

bye~

:( So like yesterday my significant other left me for THE BIGGEST PARTY UNI IN THE UK.
WITH LOTS OF HOT GUYS AND GIRLS!

The first day is always the hardest..sigh RAWWWWWWWWWWWRRRRRRRRRRRR :@

I'll miss you <3

Mirrors

When a mirror cracks or shatters in my world it can't be fixed..

Loyalty, Trust, Faith, Belief, Understanding...

Once gone it never quite comes back.

RRH

You are a slutbag RRH. As much as I'm poor i always decide to spend my hard earned cash on you some way or another :@

Anyways these hols I'm planning the process of bringing you up back to hotness with a full detail.
Meguiars Claybar
Meguiars Cut and Polish
Meguiars Wax

The painting of the side strips possibly?
The polishing of all glass panels
The blackening of all the rubber seals etc.
Vaccuum and interior detail (I WANT A NEW STEERING WHEEL)

Get my GTR wheels on (Going to jew your tyres andy so hurry up and buy your rims :p)
Muteki lug nuts on their way to suit.

Get my Tein HA coilovers on,
Inner and outer tie rods (steering rack)
Suspension bushes all way round!
LF Tein HA SW20 endlinks

Hopefully by the end of it you'll look something like this: (Thanks mister2 from mr2australia, your car is pretty much what I want mine to look like (: )

Exams

2 weeks of exams, 3 weeks of non stop study, I QUIT DOTA FOR IT D:

So I better get some damn good results when they do come out.. or else I'm going to cry like a baby and probably to YOU whoever reads this.

As long as I can get what I aimed for then i'll be happy as this was the semester to finally show my capabilities!

Hard work DOES pay off! You don't get anything for free as they say :x

<3



lies.

Sunshine

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are gray
You'll never know dear, how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away...

(:

Wait...

Usually I never give a rats ass about the "blog word" that you all do everyday, but I thought this is something that I wanted to blog about (:

Waiting is a function of time and time is limited... very limited.

So make the most of it, if somethings worth your time then do it, if its not don't. It's these choices that determine your path/s in life and be sure never to regret it.



I just thought of this when I was writing it. So make a choice one or the other.. even if it ends like below you should never dwell on the past but rather look forward to the future (:



I'm realising this more so than ever with every aspect in my life. Its the journey that makes life worth living, not the destination.

Expectations

If you aim high, you will inevitably shoot low.
If you aim low, you will inevitably shoot high.

Expectations do this to us.

Girls

So I finally figured out a way to categorise girls.

Basically u have 2 categories:
Discrete and Continuous random variables (or in which case gets replaced with girls)

Discrete = many chicks over 1 day, i.e. good for one thing only.
Continuous = 1 over many days, i.e. good for long term relationship with many things.

EVERY chick will be in either category, its a mere matter of where in the distribution they sit :)
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So now we have a discrete distribution (in this case I will jew Bernoulli), the girls sitting here are only good for one night and one night only, nothing long term hell nothing short term, maybe even just something good to look at. What I mean is up to your digression but yes, it is simple, if you look around for these "one night girls" there are many and what this graph represents is that over time the E(X) of the girls will obviously be at the middle, an average if you will. And looking around there will be few epic ones! and few epic wtf ones too.. You might be thinking but hey ea! your standards are wtf high! So that's why "MY" graph is positively skewed, i.e. the bell curve is more the the left... i.e. there are a WHOLE lot of ave girls in my books.. so if you make it above my given miu, feel special as you beat a whole lot of competition :) But saying this, a desperate guys curve will be negatively skewed where everything and everyone he sees is great! and above his miu! (which is sad but in the real world it happens)




Now for girls which would be good for a relationship "only", would sit in the following distribution, the epic ones would be at a greater positive sigma/standard deviation away from the mean (i.e. to the right) whilst ave ones to the left.

But don't get me wrong, sitting at a good place far right or an ave place far left doesn't constitute anything in a continuous distribution as shit happens. For this one girl emotions will fluctuate between the "steady state" (miu) and any place along this distribution and at the end of the day all these fluctuations will follow a normal distribution, to which you will arrive at a long term miu :) (not thats a bad thing of course, more of an economic equilibrium where you are content)


So what do we learn from this? When you're in a relationship there's always going to be ups and downs but more to he point, you will be at a content state one day in the future as you learn to appreciate each little thing. However, when all you do is go out to get "some" there are no downs nor no real ups. If anything its the same shit over and over with nothing to really show for it.

Fruits

Durian: Best when sweet and fresh
Mangosteen: Best when you can get your hands on it
Persimmon: Best when in season
Watermelon: Best served icy cold
Pineapple: Best FOR CERTAIN PEOPLE
Apple: Best cos that's you ness :D
Orange: Best cos that's me :D
...
Strawberry: That's a slut :x

Drive

Free..One Day.

Money!

I'm poor as of now and need to pay off a lot of things. I am trying the "do not spend anything on my car" until I get a lot of things paid off... However I broke that today and I think I will continue to. So I will keep a tab here:

$100 on a newish center garnish

I also need to save save save! for that Taiwan trip end of year for my Chinese study/Vac work in Taiwan :) So will be struggling to make ends meet end of year. So its up to all of you to make SURE i don't recklessly spend on my little red car :$

眼镜

So.. I lost my glasses officially today. Not at Tim's (Happy Birthday for the last time til next year), Not in Geng's car, Not in Meng's car.

:( A little bit of me died inside... why? Think about it long and hard... These glasses were the beginning of a new me, a new "ea". As soon as I got them, I became a new person really. A new lease on life filled with happiness, energy, drive, aspirations and dreams. It was you mr fob glasses. But I think what I hold most dear to me is that I stopped being a woof woof dog and became a f'kn BRO, and I'd like to thank you for all supporting me when I wasn't one.

So what now, Do i just simply BUY another pair of glasses? Do I still need those glasses to be "me"?

mmm :( I miss you my fobby glasses oh so very much! You made be realise in life there is so much out there to experience and I will never forget you~!

Ken Leee tulibu dibu douchyouuuuuu~

slut

Dear RRH,
I've been getting you presents since I've got you and I think its time to list everything that's been bought/done for you. You slut! But alas, I was indeed very happy for you to not succumb to the shitstorm that happened to quite a few other peoples cars :O Anyways Thus far you have had burnt a hole in my pocket with:

NGK Spark plugs
Toyota OEM ignition rotor
Toyota OEM Distributor cap
Top Gun spark plug leads
Toyota OEM Turbo Front and Rear Engine mounts
Full radiator Flush and refill with Toyota RED coolant
Toyota OEM Fuel Filter
Toyota OEM Oil Filter
Nice new Fuchs GTO 10w40 Synthetic Oil
CI Clutch Kit
Machined Fly wheel
Fresh Transmission Fluid (Dexron III)
Valve cover inner gasket seals
Valve cover outer gasket seals
Camshaft oil seals
Oil Pump Seals
Oil Pump o-rings
Crank Oil seal
Idler Pulleys
Toyota OEM Timing belt
Two new Accessory Belts

Mechanically you are fantastic. All you need is that Apexi Power Intake, the Fujitusbo Legalis R and you will be taken to your former glory... sound hot and with me knowing you won't die on me, the ability for me to drive you as you should be driven ;) Fit in those coilovers, some new sussy parts, new rims and tyres and you will be pretty much where I want you driving wise :D

Must definitely give a shout out of appreciation to Eileen, Naijiao, Danica and Leong for constantly coming with/picking me up from that godamn place in Kelmscott :)!

21st Part 2.

So.. Sunday Was the most epic night ever! It was awesome seeing everyone (bar a few that didn't show YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE :@) come and dress up just for me and sago :$ It was a very memorable party for me as it is the ONLY real proper birthday party i've ever had! So thank you to everyone for coming and making it something special!

Monday comes.. I had to do that hair comp for Vicki in which she won all 3 categories she entered! So congrats to her! which also made Monday an epic day too! (cos I do some epic scarf pulls)

TUESDAY Comes... best birthday ever! Thank you for everyone's best wishes.. and who ever came to tav.. ILY!

Special shout outs to(ok its quite a few people but you know it)

Eileen for taking my shit esp on Sunday AND Tuesday! (as much as i don't act it I THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR TAKING CARE OF ME RAWR! <3)

Sago for HAVING the party with me! I know I was a pain in the ass but its over! and I hope you have had as much as a geng time as I did at the party :)

Naijiao Bo for being one of the most reliable bros ever. Seriously... If i ever need someone to count on it will be you.

Meng for making one of the best speeches ever! Loved every moment of it and I cannot fathom how much blushing face I have for you :$

Bran for coming all the way from Curtin to get smashed with me on the Tuesday. Bro bump you know it ;) Muk from Murdoch and Poor little Angel for smashing 1 glass of beer for me :D

Danica + Jas for being the best friends that actually made my costume so it would be geng for my party!:$ LOL

21st! Part 1

So kicking off this weekend is undoubtedly the best 21st birthday of the year (confirm geng) and am extremely excited as all the prep work is finally (ok almost there) done~! *yay *cheer!
I just hope it meets everyone's expectations!

Now on a more serious note...

Microeconomics:
Luxury vs Necessity and Elasticity.

If epsilon is greater than 1, then the good is a luxury
If epsilon is less than 1, then the good is a necessity

Going by this, Say if we use the analogy of Air con (A necessity as deemed by ALL OF YOU) vs Clutch ( A luxury as deemed by ALL OF YOU AGAIN). Then a change income (i.e. chippings :D) would obviously force me to demand it on a luxury good rather than a necessity. Because as we all know.. even if income changes.. demand on INELASTIC goods doesn't change as much as the demand ON ELASTIC GOODS.
Also assuming that a clutch is a normal good... then yes.. that change in income will always increase my demand for it! unlike that inferior good called air con.. where a change in income will in no shape or form increase my demand for it.. rather DECREASE my demand for the godamn thing!

True Story. I love you Economics.

Slap

Why don't you go fuck off then?
You go.
*slap

HOW CAN SHE SLAP.

damn pain one too.

2010

Nattō+Turtle ^^v

What can I say, 2010.. I love you so much! So far, everything is falling into place. I have goals in life, I know what I want and am striving in great leaps and bounds to realise them. Family is great, Friends are awesome, My car (that obsession of mine) is getting some love and now I'm here wandering what the future holds :)

I'm over the moon with where I'm at in life it just feels as though it holds a purpose it holds a meaning, hell I feel like I am worth something nowadays. Its a very warm and fuzzy feeling ^___^

Anyways, all out for 2010, its the year of the geng 21sts (1989's) and the year of studying to chop the rest of my uni life :)
(Study Hard/Work Hard/Play Hard/Drink Hard) yeaboi~

Dear ESS EFF GEE,
You're probably reading this as soon as I posted it sadly
But I dont mind because I miss you too, quite dearly
It's a shame that I decided to not stay long
but think of it this way, it just means I'll sing you that one geng song ;)
You've told me that you were waiting for that stupid bus
and that you would wait and were not too fussed
Better late than never is something you hated
however in this case it was lucky you stayed and reciprocated
Absence makes the heart grow fonder
but too much of it will also make it wander
I knew all i needed was that small push
which was arriving in Malaysia to see you and to smack that geng tush :p (LOL)
Here I am as you are mine as I am yours
together, waiting and seeing what the future holds.

:x

.... Deja Vu

Dear Red Riding Hood,
I have a hate love relationship with you... You're like the needy clingy gold digging bitch that won't leave me alone (tsk tsk sound familiar? ;)), but in the end I still spend my hard earned cash on you. Better thank me for it by putting out you slut ;)

ANYWAYS, So not including the WFC trip, most of my money has been in saving.. for a clutch! However as you do when you're in control with your money.. You see something you like and BAM your bank account dies inside a little bit. Sometimes life just gives you offers YOU CANNOT refuse! And thus the beginning of RRH's revival into something far more epic than what it was in its original state.

Shopping Cart (thats already been checked out mind you)

#1: 16" Rays/Volk Racing CV-Pro (To whom I must thank NAIJIAO BO for driving all the way to Quinns Rock for me to pick these up! :D)

Anyways specs are as follow: Fronts 16x8 +35
Rears 16x9 +38
Sure they are 16's but they will give me that awesome "flush" look that I was after (as in fills the guards) And will take over the piece of crap starcorps I have. Also these wheels weigh in a little over 7 Kg's each! So extremely light for rims :)



#2 Kumho KU36 Tyres (A Semi Slick at an insanely cheap price!)

For performance Tyres you can be easily looking at $250 a tyre.. Hell even the ones I was looking at from Toyo were $450 EACH. But found an epic dealer from the east coast which I can grab my fronts off (215//45/16) for pretty cheap including shipping. Just need to source a (245/45/16) Tyre for the rears when I get back from Holiday :)



#3 Tein HA Coilovers (A harder coilover than the original super streets I was planning for)

I found an INSANE deal for this off MR2Australia and could NOT let this go by! It was like the bargain of the year (thus far anyways :P) Anyways off go the Koni + King Spring combiation to make way for something thats been proven to be good on an SW20 :)



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Anyways I still have a a lot of things to buy for my little lovely slut of a car here.
Something along the lines of:


TOM's Body kit


AE111 Steering Wheel


Fujitsubo Legalis R Exhaust


Exedy Sports Clutch


New Gear+Handbrake Boot


K-Sport Adjustable Endlinks (for the Teins)


MR2 Gear knob :)


Apexi Power Intake


Pair of Bride Low-Max GIAS


RDA Slotted Rotors


Gen V Spoiler


HID's :O


Raybrig Lenses


TRD Swaybars


Beams ITB's (Individual Throttle Bodies)


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Apart from the respray.. Once I have the money and time (+ another car)... the legendary 3rd Gen 3SGTE would be epic.

*Well one can wish can't they :)*

"Chao outside mother fucker?" or not... you ugly mudda bitch